where are you???? LOTS of updates.

WOW I can't believe I have been away from blogging for so long!! So much has been going on, I honestly haven't had time to do much of anything. I continue to watch Kaylee during the week, plus I am also working a second shift job that we work anywhere between 8 and 10 hours a night. I have also reconnected to several of my cousins :) We are planning a reunion on August and I am so excited about it. Our God daughter Kaylee is going to be a BIG sister!!!!! baby is due in August :) I do continue to check in on several blogs, although I don't always have time to comment. I started working in January, and there are already talks of us getting laid off within the next few months. From what I hear they are starting to do this next week. If I get laid off again, I am going to seriously look into doing daycare in my home. I do update more often on facebook though, even if I don't have time to blog. There are so many things I want to do, so many things I need to do. My first priority I want to do is start looking for a new home church. I really enjoy the church I have gone to for years, but with the price of gas, and the church being a 30 minute drive, its time to start looking around again. I have noticed personally when I am actively going to church and in church activities my life seems so much better. I am happier, and have such a sense of personal growth and well being. I have in the past few years started to push God out of my life, and I realize now I not only need him in my life, but I desperately want him in my life and heart again. There has also been the problem of my weight that has been a burden in many ways in my life. I am doing a lot of research and talking to people about getting the lap-band surgery in order to help me. so if anyone has any advice or has had that done, please either leave a comment, or email me, or even look me up on facebook and let me know anything and everything you know about this. I really need to start updating my blog more....